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Book Review: Once, Again, Always by Amanda Gayle

โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ | Really liked it! Highly recommend.

Read Once, Again, Always if you like second chance romance, memory loss angst, and a man who never. gives. up.

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Heads up: I read this as an eARC (aka an early digital copy), and as alwaysโ€”youโ€™re getting my honest, unfiltered thoughts. This one hits shelves 10.6.2026.

๐Ÿ“– Whatโ€™s Inside:

  • Memory loss ๐Ÿง 
  • Single POV
  • ๐ŸŽ“ Academic rivalry
  • On-page intimacy ๐ŸŸก
  • Second chance romance
  • ๐ŸŒˆ Inclusive
  • SO. MUCH. WANTING.
  • Explicit language
  • Dual timeline (brief glimpses)ย 

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โœจ Vibes:

๐ŸŽ“ Gilmore Girls (Rory at Chilton era only)
๐Ÿ’” The Vow (movie) memory loss + emotional rebuild

Basically: academic tension + heartbreak + soft, persistent love.

๐Ÿ’ญ My Thoughts:

First things firstโ€”huge thank you to NetGalley for the eARC. I’m genuinely shocked I was approved for this ARC when it’s not my usual genre, but listen, it doesn’t hurt to branch out every once in awhile.

Contemporary romance with Dramione vibes? Yeah okay, I’m listening.

But here’s the thing:

Once, Again, Always stands on its own as a contemporary romance.

Yes, many readers (myself included) may recognize the storyโ€™s origins as Wait and Hope, a beloved Dramione fanfic. But this version is reimaginedโ€”new setting, new characters, no magic, and a very different emotional delivery.

So Iโ€™m reviewing this book for what it is:

A second chance, memory loss romance that leans heavily into longing, devotion, and emotional rebuilding.

And on that front?

It works.

Letโ€™s talk about what this book does well:

The longing.

Oh my wordโ€”the wanting in this book???

Top tier.

Aster Bishop is the kind of man who:

โœ”๏ธ doesnโ€™t give up
โœ”๏ธ doesnโ€™t walk away
โœ”๏ธ doesnโ€™t stop loving herโ€”even when she canโ€™t remember him

And that energy?

Irresistible.

If heโ€™s giving even a hint of Draco-coded devotion, Iโ€™m already sold.

Now add in the memory loss trope, and you get that emotional push-pull of:

You love me.
But I donโ€™t remember loving you.

Pain. Delicious pain.

And the romance thrives in that space.

Itโ€™s soft, persistent, and full of those quiet, swoony moments that will have you kicking your feet one second and staring into the void the next.

Where it didnโ€™t fully hit for me:

I wanted more depth in the past timeline.

Weโ€™re told about the academic rivalry.
Weโ€™re given glimpses of who they were.

But I didnโ€™t feel like I truly lived that history with them.

And with a story like thisโ€”where memory loss is the core conflictโ€”that past relationship is everything because that’s all the FMC remembers.

I think a stronger dual timeline (really letting us experience their rivalry) would have made the emotional payoff hit even harder, especially when we contrast that with how the MMC is now.

Because while the romance in the present is compellingโ€ฆ

I wanted to feel more in the FMC’s shoes. She only remembers her husband as her rival from school. Let me see him as her rival in the past while convincing me to fall for him in the present. THAT would have been incredible!

But hereโ€™s the thing:

This is still a really good book.

The writing is beautiful and poetic.
The romance is tender and swoony.
And the ending?

Heartaching in the best way.

Alsoโ€”random but important:

This man does an absurd amount of leaning.

Walls. Doorways. Counters.

Sir is out here leaning like itโ€™s a personality trait. And I fell for it every time.

That is all.

๐Ÿ“šRead Alikes:

Okay listenโ€”

This isnโ€™t my usual genre, BUT I do know what this book feels like.

If youโ€™re coming from my Dramione corner of the internet and chasing that same memory loss + yearning + โ€œhe never stopped loving herโ€ energy?

๐Ÿ‘‰ Go browse my Marriage Law Dramione rec list โ€” because if this trope got you, those fics will wreck you in the best way.

Now for the actual read alike comp:

โ€ข The It Girl โ€” elite circles, boarding school, and that addictive relationship drama
โ€ข The Vow โ€” memory loss + rebuilding a love that refuses to stay gone

So yeahโ€”

If youโ€™re here for longing, tension, and a man who simply will not quit?

Youโ€™re in the right place.

Should you add Once, Again, Always to your TBR?

Contemporary romance readers? Yes.
Fantasy romance readers? Probably not your lane.
Dramione-adjacent readers? Maybe.

If youโ€™re here for:

โœ”๏ธ Devoted, Draco-coded MMC energy
โœ”๏ธ Emotional longing
โœ”๏ธ Soft, swoony romance

Youโ€™ll enjoy this.

๐Ÿ›’ Buy Now

If youโ€™re chasing:

โŒ Magic
โŒ Deep enemies-to-lovers history
โŒ That gut-punch intensity from fantasy stakes

You might feel like somethingโ€™s missing.

If You Liked This, Read Nextโ€ฆ

  • Are you a patient reader? Try my list of slow burn fantasy romance books
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